Evila

Comes rarely 

But it's bliss

Think about you a lot you know 

You actually don't know 

like the idea of you 

More 

Then 

You.

Need something to entertain me when there's too many white walls and empty spaces in my mind 

When feeling my vibe 

I want you to feel it too 

Feel my realist self with

Uhh

You.

That's a lie 

but I want it to be true 

I lie to myself a lot 

Because your not real 

But there's moments of you

I see them 

And in them

I see you 

Just pieces 

Never the whole thing

maybe that's it. 

The puzzle never complete

But if I find enough pieces to make some kind of picture 

That's what I want

Not settling 

But realistic 

I'm still here 

Waiting for you to find me

And put my pieces together 

Too see if my picture is

good 

Enough 

For

You.